~Kasruthis~

For You: I Love you more than you`ll ever know

2011-12-04T06:11:00.000-08:00

Ohhhh
Take my hand
We'll walk awhile,
we'll talk awhile
Feel my love
Always there beside you
Be the one
I know you'll tell me everything
You are the one
I cherish more than anything
I love you more than
you'll ever knowI love you more than
you'll ever see
More than my heart could ever show
I love you more than
you'll ever know
Think of me
And know that I'll believe in you
There'll always be
This precious time together
With every tear
A love so strong
No words could ever say
A love to last forever

I love you more than
you'll ever know
I love you more than
you'll ever see
more than my heart could ever show
I love you more than
you'll ever know

Take my hand
we'll walk awhile,
we'll talk awhile
feel my love
always there beside you
be the one
I know you'll tell me everything
you are the one
I cherish more than anything
I love you more than
you'll ever know
I love you more than
you'll ever see
more than my heart could ever show
I love you more than you'll ever know
0oooohhh....

For You: When you came into my life

2011-12-04T06:00:00.000-08:00

You give me your smile
A piece of your heart
You give me the feel I've been looking for
You give me your soul
Your innocent love
You are the one I've been waiting for
I've been waiting for

We're lost in a kiss
A moment in time
Forever young
Just forever, just forever in love

When you came into my life
It took my breath away
Cause your love has found it's way
To my heart

Ooh, ahh
Ooh, ahh

You make me dream
By the look in your eyes
You give me the feel, I've been longing for
I wanna give you my soul
All my life
Cause you are the one I've been waiting for
I've been waiting for so long

When you came into my life
It took my breath away
And the world stopped turnin' round
For your love
When you came into my life
It took my breath away
Cause your love has found it's way
To my heart
Into my heart

Just forever in love

When you came into my life
It took my breath away
And the world stopped turnin' round
For your love
When you came into my life
It took my breath away
Cause your love has found it's way
To my heart...

Always somewhere

2011-12-04T05:28:00.000-08:00

Arrive at seven, the place feels good
No time to call you today
Encores till eleven then Chinese food

Back to the hotel again

I call your number, the line ain't free
I like to tell you, "Come to me"
A night without you seems like a lost dream
Love, I can't tell you how I feel

Always somewhere
Miss you where I've been
I'll be back to love you again

Another morning, another place
The only day off is far away
But every city has seen me in the end
And brings me to you again

Always somewhere
Miss you where I've been
I'll be back to love you again

Pachchai Nirame...

2011-11-26T22:48:00.000-08:00

Sakiyae Snaegidhiyae Kaadhalil Kaadhalil Kaadhalil Niramundu
Sakiyae Snaegidhiyae En Anbae Anbae Unakkum Niramundu

Pachai Nirame Pachai Nirame Ichchai Moottum Pachai Nirame
Pullin Sirippum Pachai Nirame Enakku Sammadham Tharumae
Pachai Nirame Pachai Nirame Ilaiyin Ilamai Pachai Nirame
Undhan Narambum Pachai Nirame Enakku Sammadham Tharumae
Enakku Sammadham Tharumae Enakku Sammadham Tharumae

Kilaiyil Kaanum Kiliyin Mookku Vidalaip Pennin Vetrilai Naakku
Puththam Pudhidhaay Raththa Roajaa Bhoomi Thodaadha Pillaiyin Paadham
Ellaa Sivappum Undhan Koavam Ellaa Sivappum Undhan Koavam
Andhi Vaanam Araikkum Manjal Agginik Kozhundhil Pooththa Manjal
Thangath Thoadu Janiththa Manjal Konraip Poovil Kuliththa Manjal
Manjal Manjal Manjal
Maalai Nilavin Maragadha Manjal Èllaam Thangum Undhan Nenjil

Šakiyae Šnaegidhiyae Kaadhalil Kaadhalil Kaadhalil Niramundu
Šakiyae Šnaegidhiyae Èn Anbae Anbae Unakkum Niramundu

Alaiyillaadha Aazhi Vannam Mugilillaadha Vaanin Vannam
Mayilin Kazhuththil Vaarum Vannam Kuvalaip Pøøvil Kuzhaiththa Vannam
Oødhaap Pøøvil Oøtriya Vannam
Èllaam Šaerndhun Kannil Minnum Èllaam Šaerndhun Kannil Minnum

Iravin Nirame Iravin Nirame Kaarkaalaththin Møththa Nirame
Kaakkaich Chiragil Kaanum Nirame Penmai Èzhudhum Kanmai Nirame
Veyilil Paadum Kuyilin Nirame
Èllaam Šaerndhu Køøndhal Nirame Èllaam Šaerndhu Køøndhal Nirame

Šakiyae Šnaegidhiyae Kaadhalil Kaadhalil Kaadhalil Niramundu
Šakiyae Šnaegidhiyae Èn Anbae Anbae Unakkum Niramundu

Vellai Nirame Vellai Nirame
Mazhaiyil Mulaiyum Thumbai Nirame
Vellai Nirame Vellai Nirame Vizhiyil Paadhi Ulla Nirame
Mazhaiyil Mulaiyum Thumbai Nirame Unadhu Manasin Nirame
Unadhu Manasin Nirame Unadhu Manasin Nirame

Ippadi Mazhai Adithal...

2011-11-06T01:38:00.000-07:00

Ippadi Mazhai Adithaal

Naan Eppadi Kudai Pidippaen

Ippadi Alai Adithaal

Naan Eppadi Kaal Nanaipaaen

Ippadi Kan Imaithaal

Naan Eppadi Unnai Rasippaen

Ippadi Nee Sirithaal

Naan Eppadi Uyir Pizhaipaen..

Oh Ho..

Ippadi Mazhai Adithaal

Naan Eppadi Kudai Pidippaen

Ippadi Alai Adithaal

Naan Eppadi Kaal Nanaipaaen..

Ippadi Ippadi En Vazhi Marithal

Eppadi Eppadi Naan Nadanthiduvaen

Ippadi Eppadi Aaen Mugam Sivanthaal

Eppadi Eppadi Naan Mutham Iduvaen

Ippadi Ippadiyae Poo Koithaal

Eppadi Eppadi Naan Malarnthiduvaen

Ippadi Ippadiyae Thadai Vidithaal

Eppadi Eppadi Naan Nerungiduvaen..

Oh Ho..

Ippadi Mazhai Adithaal

Naan Eppadi Kudai Pidippaen

Ippadi Alai Adithaal

Naan Èppadi Kaal Nanaipaaen..

Ippadi Ippadiyae Pørthikøndaal

Èppadi Èppadi Naan Thiranthiduvaen

Ippadi Ippadi Nee Adampidithaal

Èppadi Èppadi Naan Vilakiduvaen

Ippadi Ippadiyae Kirantheduthaal

Ippadi Ippadiyae Naan Urangiduvaen

Ippadi Ippadi Nee Kaathalathaal

Èppadi Èppadi Naan Maruthiduvaen..

Oh Hø..

Ippadi Mazhai Adithaal

Naan Èppadi Kudai Pidippaen

Ippadi Alai Adithaal

Naan Èppadi Kaal Nanaipaaen..

En Nanbane...

2011-11-06T01:15:00.000-07:00

yen nanbane ennai yethai

en paavamai vanthu vaaithai

un polave nalla nadigan oh

ur engilum ellai oruvan

nallavargal yaro

theeyavargal yaaro

kandukondu kanni yaarum

kaadhal seivathillaiye

gangai nathiyalla kaanal nathi enru

pirpaadu gnyanam vanthu laabam ennavo

kadhal enbathu kanavu maaligai

purinthu koladi en thozhiye

unmai kaadhalai naan thedi paarkiren

kaanavillaiye en thozhiye

valaikkaiyai pidithu

valaikkaiyil vizhunthen

valakkaram pidithu

valam vara ninithen

uravenum kavithai

uyirinil varaithen

ezhuthiya kavithai yen?

muthal vari muthal

muzhuvathum pizhai

vizhigalin vali

vizhunthathu mazhai

ellam unnal thaan

ithuva unthan gnyangal

enaken intha kaayangal

kizhithaai oru kadhal oviyam

murugan mugam aaru thaan

manithan mugam nooru thaan

ovovonrum veru veru niramo

yen nanbane ennai yethai

kaadhal velluma

kaadhal thorkuma

yaarum arinthathillaye en thozhiye

kaadhal oviyam

kizhinthu ponatha

kavalai enadi ithuvum kadanthidum

adikadi enai nee

anaithathai ariven

anbenum vilakai

anaithathu ariyen

puyal vanthu saaitha

maram oru viragu

unakena theriyum

en idhayathil vanthu

vizhunthathu edi

ela manam engum

irunthathu vali

yamma yamma

ulagil ulla pengale

uraipen oru ponmozhi

kaadhal oru kanavu maaligai

ethuvum angu maayam thaan

yellam varnajaalam thaan

nambamal vazhvathenrum nalame

kadhal enbathu kanavu maaligai

purinthu koladi en thozhiye

unmai kaadhalai naan thedi paarkiren

kaanavillaiye en thozhiye

Little Angel of Uncle Tanggaraju

2011-10-28T07:48:00.000-07:00

A little Angel named Anisha (Correct me if I’m wrong with her name…). She’s Very adorable (but didn’t get a chance to talk with her cause she not even come near to me...hehehehe she scares of me I guess *Wink Wink*)

Her grandpa trying very hard to asking her to sit at one place…

She sits & talking with Ms. Bobby (Opss…forget to introduce Ms. Bobby; she sitting on the staircase can see her?)

She about to kiss Ms Bobby & I miss that shot cause of wrong timing. That was a very cute action of Anisha

And last but not least Ms Bobby, cute & she can give a pose very well :D

2011’s Deepavali Eve with Lovely Buddy

2011-10-27T10:27:00.000-07:00

Its 25th Oct & its Deepavali eve, I’m eagerly waiting 5pm to come. ‘Lubb Dup Lubb Dup…’ heart beats very fast. For First time in life, I’m going to introduce someone to my family members. Someone who I care,I love, I respect, I believe etc… Yes, it’s time to introduce my best friend

First thing is HE not SHE, He not my university friend, he is not my working colleagues or schoolmates. So how am I going to introduce him? I had talk about him a little frequent to my parents & I need to introduce in a such way so that my parent won't be misunderstood the relationship because I had never come across this scenario before & not going to experience this again (cause he the one & only buddy I’m going to have entire of my life, no replacement)

And he arrived at 5.20pm with a hamper & I successfully introduce my buddy… my best friend… to my parents. They happy to know him, they had a good laugh & they glad that he can make himself at home.

Hope he feel the same.

This year Deepavali eve, had been a lovely day for me.Thanks to my buddy & hope our friendship last long…

Unforeseen Marriage with Mr. C

2011-10-27T09:47:00.000-07:00

A true story of a strong woman, she has been together with him for 12th years and It’s took 12 years for him to kill her silently & totally. I’m impressed with her patience of having him in her life, her courage & her capability of hiding this issue from known by her parents.

How? & Why? At her age of 30, her parents get worried when all of her wedding proposal got rejected. Reasons; she is fat…Dark in skin color etc…

Day by day…month by month she encounters that she getting hairy & then she take initiative to go and consult doctor what goes wrong…

Doctor ask ‘Do your menstrual cycle is irregular?’ she answered ‘yes, doctor’. By referring her to a gynecology, is where everything got changed…Doctor confirmed that her uterus was totally spread with Cancer Cells… (“Yeah Mr. C, Instead of getting married to a man & live happily ever after, she ended up with this Cancer Cells”)

Doctor suggests removing the uterus in order to avoid this Mr. C spreads more…and she agreed. (“With that the dream of getting married & having kids totally demolished. DOT”)

Yet her parents don’t know that she having this deceased. Her parents get more worries & worried till at a stage they get up & no more bug her to get married.
She’s no more fat & she even become a little fairer. (“BUT it doesn’t make any sense…Anymore”)

For 5 years, Mr. C remains silent but doesn’t mean he gone. He back after 5 years… but this time at different place…she went thru all the possible treatment like radiotherapies & Chemotherapy until reached a stage where No more treatment able to proceed & she reaching her age of 42, physically she getting weak & Mr. C successfully reached her liver… (“Mr. C was there with her 24/7 not to pleasure her but to give her pain. And she had to hold the pain and act as normal in front of parents…Mr. C what you had done…”)

A day before she died, she manage to told her mom that she was suffering with cancer for pass 12 years…and She no more now.

When her mom asked me, ‘Do you know your aunt suffered with cancer for pass 12 years?’... ‘Yes, grandma, I do know her condition’. Grandma ‘You lie to me as well?’ that’s most heart breaking statement but yet hiding from her knowledge was a decision made by aunt and her siblings and that’s was good idea on my perception. She is no more BUT I still Love you.

To all out there & Unforeseen Married to Mr. C, I salute as you are the strongest persons I had ever known. Be strong & love you all………………

Angel

2011-10-03T13:12:00.001-07:00

Here we Go…!

I’m looking at an angel
And believe me when I say
She got that whole place blowing [x2]
She got that whole place glowing
I’m looking at an angel
And believe me when I say
She got that whole place glowing [x3]
And she’s high in the sky singing
Way above the clouds in the sky singing [x4]

She got wings she got a halo
It seems to me so unnatural
Cos that’s one thing that I just don’t know
What seems to be so incredible
She looked at me took me by surprise yeaaahh
As if she took me by the hand to some foreign land
And had me way up
Way above the clouds in the sky singing [x4]

Singing my song yeah yeah
From dust til dawn yeah yeah
I know you got a lot on your mind
But it won’t be long yeah yeah
It always get better yeah yeah
And I may be wrong yeah yeah
Some never get it across the line before they make it home yeah yeah
Singing my song yeah yeah
From dust til dawn yeah yeah
I know you got a lot on your mind
But it won’t be long yeah yeah
It always get better yeah yeah
And I may be wrong yeah yeah
Some never get it across the line before they make it home yeah yeah

I’m looking at an angel
And believe me when I say
She got that whole place blowing [x3]
I’m looking at an angel
And believe me when I say
She got that whole place glowing [x3]
And she’s high in the sky singing

Hips Don't Lie

2011-10-03T13:07:00.000-07:00

Beautiful Liar

2011-10-03T13:05:00.000-07:00

Ay, Ay, Ay
Nobody likes being played
Beyonce, Beyonce
Shakira, Shakira (hey)

[Beyonce] He said I'm worth it, his one desire
[Shakira] I know things about 'em that you wouldn't wanna read about
[Beyonce] He kissed me, his one and only, (yes) beautiful Liar
[Shakira] Tell me how you tolerate the things that you just found out about

[Shakira] You never know
[Beyonce] Why are we the ones who suffer
[Shakira] I have to let go
[Beyonce] He won't be the one to cry

[Beyonce] (Ay) Let's not kill the karma
(Ay) Let's not start a fight
(Ay) It's not worth the drama
For a beautiful liar
[Shakira] Can't we laugh about it (Ha Ha Ha)
(Oh) It's not worth our time
(Oh) We can live without 'em
Just a beautiful liar

[Shakira] I trusted him, but when I followed you, I saw you together
[Beyonce] I didn't know about you then 'till I saw you with him again
[Shakira] I walked in on your love scene, slow dancing
[Beyonce] You stole everything, how can you say I did you wrong

[Shakira] You never know
[Beyonce] When the pain and heartbreak's over
[Shakira] I have to let go
[Beyonce] The innocence is gone

[Beyonce] (Ay) Let's not kill the karma
(Ay) Let's not start a fight
(Ay) It's not worth the drama
For a beautiful liar

[Shakira] Can't we laugh about it (Ha Ha Ha)
(Oh) It's not worth our time
(Oh) We can live without 'em
Just a beautiful liar

[Shakira] Tell me how to forgive you
When it's me who's ashamed
[Beyonce] And I wish could free you
Of the hurt and the pain
(Both) But the answer is simple
He's the one to blame

Beyonce Beyonce
Shakira Shakira
Beyonce Beyonce
Shakira Shakira
(Hey)

[Beyonce] (Ay) Let's not kill the karma
(Ay) Let's not start a fight
(Ay) It's not worth the drama
For a beautiful liar

[Shakira] Can't we laugh about it (Ha Ha Ha)
(Oh) It's not worth our time
(Oh) We can live without 'em
Just a beautiful liar

Whenever Wherever

2011-10-03T12:54:00.000-07:00

Whenever, wherever
We're meant to be together
I'll be there and you'll be near
And that's the deal my dear

2011-10-03T12:40:00.000-07:00

Female
Idhu varai illadha unarvidhu
Idhayathil undana kanavidhu
Palithidum annalai thedidum padal kettaayo

Idhu varai illadha unarvidhu
Idhayathil undana kanavidhu
Palithidum annalai thedidum padal kettaayo

Moodamal moodi maraithadhu
Thaanaga poothu varughudhu
Thedamal thedi kidaithadhu ingey

Moodamal moodi maraithadhu
Thaanagha poothu varughudhu
Thedaamal thedi kidaithadhu ingey

Inge oru inbam vandhu niraya
Eppodhu en unmai nilai ariya
Thaangamalum thoongamalum
Naal selludhey

Illamale nitham varum kanavu
Kollamal kolla
Sugam ennendru solla
Nee thunai varavendum
Neenda vazhi en payanam ohho

Male
Ange angey vandhu vandhu kalakkum
Venmegamum vennilavum pola
Endhan mana ennangalai yaar arivar

En nenjamo un pola alla
Yedho ore maatram
Nilai puriyadha thottram

Female
Idhu nirandharam alla
Maarividum mananilai dhan Ohhh ohh

Male
Manadhile ullorum unarvugal
Malarnthadhey muthaana uravugal
Thiranthadhe thannale kadhavugal
Namakku munnale

Manadhile ullorum unarvugal
Malarnthadhey muthaana uravugal
Thiranthadhe thannale kadhavugal
Namakku munnale

Dhegam ippodhu unarndhadhu
Thendral en meedhu padarndhadhu
Mogam munneri varugudhu munne

Dhegam ippodhu unarndhadhu
Thendral en meedhu padarndhadhu
Mogam munneri varugudhu munne

I Know You Want Me

2011-10-03T12:22:00.000-07:00

Maalai Mangum Neram

2011-10-03T12:10:00.000-07:00

maalai mangum neram
oru mogam kannin oram
unai paarthu konde ninralum
pothum enru thonrum
kaalai vanthal enna
veyil etti paarthal enna
kadikaram kaatum neram
athai nambamaten naanum

poongatrum porvai ketkum neram neram
theeyaai marum thegam thegam
un kaigal ennai thottu podum kolam
vaazhvin ellai thedum thedum

maalai mangum neram
oru mogam kannin oram
unai paarthu konde ninralum
pothum enru thonrum

oru veetil naam irunthu
or elaiyil nam virunthu
iru thukam oru kanavil
mulgi vaazhkai thodangum
naan samaiyal seithiduven
ne vanthu anaithiduvai
en pasiyum un pasiyum
sernthu onrai adangum
naan kettu aasai patta paadal nooru
neeyum naanum sernthe ketpom
thaalattai kannil sonna aanum neethan
kaalam vedam thaandi vaazhvom

maalai mangum neram
oru mogam kannin oram
unai paarthu konde ninralum
pothum enru thonrum
kaalai vanthal enna
veyil etti paarthal enna
kadikaram kaatum neram
athai nambamaten naanum

paal sinthum pournamiyil
naam nanaivom pani iravil
nam moochin kaichalil
meendu paniyum nadangum
veedengum un porutkal
aasainthadum un udaigal
thaniyaga naanilla
enre solli sinugum
theendamal theendi pogum vaadai kaatre
thookam theernthu natkal aachu
un vasam ennil kotum aadi ponen
vaasa thoon naan naanum aanen

maalai mangum neram
oru mogam kannin oram
unai paarthu konde ninralum
pothum enru thonrum
kaalai vanthal enna
veyil etti paarthal enna
kadikaram kaatum neram
athai nambamaten naanum

Promises to an Unborn

2011-05-12T06:22:00.000-07:00

On 8th May 2011, everyone wishes their mom ‘Happy Mother’s Day’. I did the same to my mom & at the same time I thoughts of my unborn baby.

‘Hi! Hello Baby…it’s me, your future mother. I don’t know who you can be. Maybe baby girl or boy. That doesn’t matter. And I’m not sure when I will intro you to this world maybe in coming next three years, maybe not & it’s uncertain but there is something I wan let u know’

‘Baby, I don’t know who your father will be, but will ensure your father is the best father for you…’

‘Baby, I’m not sure how strict person I can be, but trust me I love you more than anything in this world…’

‘Baby, if I’m not married at the age suppose to be than your might born via IVF (still surveying as it’s not famous in Malaysia & how far it’s accepted by Malaysian Law) or I be your adopted mother (thanks, as you are the one who will gave me most precious title of life ‘Mom’) so don’t ask me who is your father but I promise I will be the good Mother & Father in the same time…
‘Baby, I will only hold u in my hand till you reached teenage after that all is yours. Do it by yourself you will learn more Prove me that you are independent & I promise will guide you thru out the process to become independent.’

‘Baby, lets become a friend/Buddy in future so there is no barrier as mom n child. Freely share anything and find the solution together’

‘Baby, you are free to find your life partner but try not changing BF/GF frequently. Ok’

‘Baby, I promise wont burden you when I’m getting older as I always have my own plan to go on’

So Baby, basically I’m waiting for the day to come. The most precious title to get in lifetime…..

Happy Mother’s Day to all the ladies already entitle as MOM or soon going to be MOM & to myself as well…

Lose in Bet + I get precious gift = Happy

2011-03-26T23:46:00.001-07:00

Yesterday (26th March 2011), I Lose in bet BUT I the one who get a precious gift... then I wish to lose all the time so that I will get precious gift like this.

Keep laughing cheerfully, remain beautiful and be your buddy is the promises to be maintain all the time…

Thanks My Buddy, My Mirror…

Sweets + Friend = Sweets Friend

2011-03-21T11:58:00.000-07:00

Love & Hate

2011-02-15T04:54:00.000-08:00

From Sasi To Nalini...

2011-02-15T02:46:00.001-08:00

It’s weird but Nice

2011-02-13T05:14:00.000-08:00

I’m tutoring my cousin bro last year. I need to fetch them from grandma house first then heading to these boys house when both their parent are working same shift. All the way driving back to their house these boys tend to explain what they had done at school and what interesting topics they had studied in school for the day. Sometimes, they do recap what I had thought them.

Listening for first time, I felt very weird. They explain as those they are telling to their mom. Sometimes whenever, our car stops at the traffic light. The other car drivers will look at me and then next they do focus on these kids in my car. They might think I’m their mom. Damn, that’s really dropdown my markets ok moreover if the driver is very good looking.

Day by day, I felt that’s kind of nice & happy feeling :). I’m not a teacher but I do teach. On every teacher’s day there are student who still greets me. And I’m not a mother yet, but I do thru some scenario that go thru by the motherhood. Maybe how it will be in my future when I become a real mother.

Raped?

2011-02-13T04:49:00.000-08:00

When a girl gets raped, the community will start to blame the girls. The community I meant here includes my family and relatives: Its must be the girls who initiate this. Look, it should be the attire that they wore.

• Very low neck blouse which expose the chest curve.
• The Body fitting dresses where you girls expose your beautiful body cutting.
• Mini Skirts, exposing this and that it’s all your FAULT girls. BLAH…BLAH…BLAH….

When I’m teenage gal, yes I do agree on that either. Upon growing women I’m kind of disagree with the facts. What are we wearing it’s just to look attractive& give you confident that all. Trust me there are lots of guys out there who attractive, sexy and hot. But there are not get raped… (I’m not saying there is no rape cases against women, its might be there and not get reported). This because there is something in women that still under control and it’s not in men.

Let’s see some latest news here:
1. Year Four pupil was strip by the van driver in front of her friends and schoolmates before forcing himself on her.
2. 54-year-old taxi driver was charged with raping and molesting several secondary schoolgirls aged between 15 and 17. He also videotaped the crime and used the incriminating clips to blackmail the victims for further sexual exploitation.
3. a former private primary school teacher who faces five sex charges involving an 11-year-old Singaporean female student.
4. A total of 2,426 rape cases have been recorded in the first eight months of 2010 in Malaysia, a Malaysian official said on Thursday. (http://www.chinadaily.com.cn/world/2010-12/09/content_11679402.htm )

What you guys can see in 11 years old girl? It’s actually, due to the uncontrollable lust feelings in you guys. When as human being fail to control the lust in you, you are getting addicted to lust and sex leading to immoral activities and spoil the innocent people life. Mostly middle age guys who involve in these rape cases. And the involvement teenage guys are to test drive their capability. They should be ashamed with their activities.

Why don’t you guys go to the place who offers the particular services? You pay and you get it. Fair enough. Satisfying both parties you and the service provider. If have no money than control yourself. Don’t spoil the innocent people life.

Friends....

2011-02-07T06:56:00.000-08:00

EA- BIS -The Left Wing (neighborhood team @Century Square)

2010-09-26T08:54:00.000-07:00

OMG, the Right Wing office don’t have printer (hmmmm…). The printer located at the next door office, which means The Left Wing office. Each time, I wanted to print my reading material, I need go to the left wing and do my collection. This is how I widen up friend network.

You will feel odd and kind of scary, because each time you step in to that office everyone will stared at you and they won’t even smile at you. (uh….very arrogant people, hahahhah …). The first person I talk with is Mr. Sani (lost contact with him already. Don’t know where he working now). He kind of keep on talking and you will get tired while talking with him but you will remain smiling & laughing all the time (it’s a complement; he keep the environment lively). Thru Mr. Sani I get to know Rosnita @ Ros (and she is the Rose among the thorns, coz that time she is the only one will sit together in group Indian boys and get bullied of caused).

On the annual dinner, only I get to know one of the boys in my next office is my uni friend’s brother. That the time I go and approach Mr Jeyaseelan (he has done some kind of performance on annual dinner, egrrr it is a good performance…huhu).
Me: Hi, are you Sundranayagi’s Brother?
Seelan: Hi, What? Who? (I don’t know, am I talking in a very low voice; or he just trying to make me scared)
Me: Are you Sundranayagi’s Brother? She studied in UKM, Bangi.
Seelan: oh yes, she is my family friend… (This is how our conversation developed).
Luckily I initiated that conversation otherwise I might have missed a caring little brother and Thanks Senior Sundra.

( Pic: with my sweet little brother)
Since that I started to loiter at Rosnita’s cubical whenever im bored or whenever in need to collect the papers from photocopy machine. Get to know:
Kumarrappan@ kumo: The youngest boy in the team and compare to myself he most likely he settled in his life. Honestly I’m not jealous but impressed of his achievement as he younger than me. this boy very slow in eating and i do bully him whenever out for lunch with him.
Dass@ Vishal:(Tamil film actor)…huhuu, very easy to communicate with him and even easily get bullied. Nice person
Ilan: Very hard to see him, if at all I meet him, it should be in lift. He will never look at your face; if at all you meet him face to face very hard for him to smile but vy good in chatting thru office communicator. (Consider shy person la, tu) maybe he had changed now. Nice person as well.
Jayakartini: i didnt get chance to know her at Century Square as she was in project at Client side...

It’s nice to know them, and do miss these people. Keep in touch ya!

Life is about...

2010-09-26T01:54:00.000-07:00

Today 25th Sept: I went to OCM (Olympic Council Malaysia) in order to collect Runner Tag for my Father as he going for marathon tomorrow. So I get down at Plaza Rakyat LRT station, get blur already as the map I googled not same. Now I have to decide do I need to turn my left or right? Hmmm, I decided to take my right hand side path. I walk, walk and walk….. come to a T junction and I took the right path...such a long walk I saw Times Square, omg where am i??? so I decided that should not be the place therefore I walk straight a bit more and took my right and its Jalan Hang Tuah but I was looking for Hang Jebat….people whom pass by me give a big horn but who cares. Just walk with big confident face. My leg get tired but I need to find that place finally I saw the Jalan Hang Jebat what a relief. Continue my walk happily. Now I know where does stadium merdeka located.
After collected the tag, was thinking should I follow the same path that I came just now or not. Why not I give a try with new path and i just walk it. I welcome the changes in my thoughts and go for it.
You know what? The distance I took to reach back to the same LRT station from OCM building farmore faster compare to the path I took to reach the OCM Building.
SO, Life is about taking decisions, give a try for new options/opportunities and always welcome the changes...

QEdge Team – The Right Wing

2010-09-05T01:49:00.000-07:00

QEdge; the name given for the testing team in the company I worked. At that moment this team was located in different building. It’s far a bit...opss sorry…very far from the main operation building and isolated (sound very scary). First day, requested the bus driver stop at Century Square building, and he stop in front of Shell building. Since I’m new there; I don’t know where the exactly the building it is therefore I walked very far in order to reach that place. At Century Square building (in front of the building: Fuh…no more sound scary but it’s really scary). Everyone looked at me weird; maybe my face shows that I am kind of lost! (Hahahaaa…Kas oh Kas). Took lift and pressed 3rd Floor. Here comes 3rd floor and standing in front of entrance. There were 2 office Left wing and Right wing and I don’t know which one !!?. And a kind lady came out, and yes her name is Baanu (Baanureka’s Sister) and she allows me in and shows me some empty places. And I choose the last workstation from the Right wing entrance. Times moving on and all the existing QEdge team and new joiner came in to office. This time Sasi, Sumathi , Ee lin and I sat in same row and my opposite workstation remain empty. Karamjit and Roha are the veteran associates, they arranged for us ice breaking sessions with other associates and few activities, in few months later another 4 other veteran associates (Sharmila, Fong Yin, Asri and Wai Pei) came back from the onsite project. Sharmila, Fong Yin and Wai Pei like the 3 musketeers’ always together (hahaaah). So it’s very hard to get to know them.

Here come the first and last annual dinner at office (HAHhhhaahah…okay that sound horror but it is). Our team plan to do a fashion show, but we start with normal fashion show just walk in and out once announced. Somehow, I got the plan to perform in different way, all my models the stands like statue (everyone in different posing…) before the show start on the stage and then make a move when appropriate music comes...yes it’s successfully done by us the Qedge. Beautiful colors & music combination, and followed by great commitment by our lovely models. The Annual dinner, that the time I saw these lovely ladies (Fong Yin and Sharmila) on the stage receiving lucky draw prizes. I get to know this lovely two sister from sasi(Thanks, sasi bro for intro them to me). And we had a new veteran joined our team Mr. Saiful Bahari.

Day’s passes just like that…we eagerly wait for our team manager to come in and lead us. Here comes Mr. Durgaprasad and Mr.Chandramouli to guide us. Mr. Mouli arranged few trainings and Mr. Prasad start look for us some projects. And finally come one project DOC. This had taught me lots. At First, I wasn’t getting selected for the project. (Depressed…) And one day Mr.Prasad said I’m going to involve in this project as buffer resource. Go under Roha’s supervisions, Miss Perfectionist. There were two TL’s Mr Saiful and Mr Amutharaj. Roha; very strict when comes to work otherwise she has very enjoyable type. Her work very neat and I like that. Mr. Saiful, very tolerant person. We can easily negotiate with him. For him as long as the work is done and not dragging than anything is fine for him (It’s lucky to have him with us). Mr Amutharaj, very nice person. I guess most of the time; we bully him (hahaaha). This is the time where I get closer to Kecik(Hid; small size, cute and nice to be her neighbour and she always pour something on the table or carpets ), little lily (Lily…her face reactions look goods when there is complaining session…ahahhaha and I enjoyed it),May May (she and with her famous phrase “ please la, wei” ) We are the cubical mates….
Mardiah(famous with the words ‘Lovely’ & ‘it hurtz’ in her own slang), Fiza (vy positive lady, always look for her whenever I need a motivation), Hanisah (she have very unique ‘sotong’ dance and cup cakes but until now I didn’t get a chance to taste her cup cake’s), Baanu (butterflies……), Kak Fida, Wawa(Ms Garfield) , Dilla, Diana, Aziz, Saizul, Aida(s), Nazrah
****Special Edition: As i miss out my darling Intan....let me say something about her...quite; coz you dont know her existent can say sibling to miss yana. but vy fun to be with :) u can see 3little guys pic (below pic) in her cubical. The noisiest team will always be QEdge (lively team). Even the developer team says we are very noisy but who cares. It just makes the environment happy ever after. We do argue a lot with developers but still enjoyable days. I had Lots of wonderful memories with my team and developer Team like Sarmini (Kutty gal), Harsha (you will always feel calm when everytime you visit his cubical), Beena (Lovely lady), Venkat (Silent person, workaholic and highly smoke compare to others :) ), Purna(Silent person, workaholic & easy to communicate with), Ashish(i didn’t face any big problem from him), Sabari (OMG, most of the time I do argue with him…fuh very hard to deal this guy but he nice person and enjoyable type) and of cause Gopalakrishnan.
The time comes, everyone of us started to move out of from the team in order to enhance our career path. Yes, I too left this company with heavy heart. No choice, have too. Good Luck and Miss you all so much. Do keep in touch.

2010-08-05T09:26:00.000-07:00

27-07:
Just feel wanted to say 2 quotes;

1. The worst betrayal is by saying I’m unmarried even after you married…and that the moment he lost his self respect.-Kasturi-

2. A man who fails to gain a respect, not a man at all…-Kasturi-

ELTP 15

2010-07-25T03:03:00.000-07:00

It’s 17 Sept 2007; first job after attending 13th interviews as fresh grad (feel lost). I Join as S/W Developer Entry Level at Satyam Cyberjaya. Luckily Chandra is there with me (she being with me since our uni life starts), so we step in together…Fuh Feel very horror. Even though, I do have friend who had already join the company but still felt very lost…keep on thinking how I am going perform and my future. Total 51 of us joining this batch named ‘ELTP 15’. We are allocated in the ground floor lab. Ms. Devika was our instructor, lovely lady. We were sitting in a group whom we know.
However the barrier was break by Ms. Devika (*isk…*). She wants us to mingle around so she changes the sitting position. Yup, that’s helps a lot to get know new friends. Andy, Sumathi, Ain and me as new team members. Study, study and study again with the assessment in middle (*hmmmm). Each time Ain will ask me and suma to explain because she from engineering field (pity her) but when her marks come to assessment will always be higher than mine… (***Jealous ready (**wink...wink**))
Than all of us successfully, completed the phase 1, some of them join the project and rest of us joins the phase 2. I do remain in my cocoon not much mix around with the others. Most of them will go for futsal but I won’t join. And until now I don’t know how but I started to join around and gain wonderful friends. And there is 3 kumars with 1 additional kumar… (Sasi kumar, Prem kumar, Kumaran and Jayson) do always look cool and enjoying. Shakthi she is my Uni senior and Baanu my uni batch mate but I get to know them more here. Hinthu, Mahesh, Amutha, Nisha sweet and wonderful ladies. But yet I’m still less talk with the other Malay friends. I do remember Mr Yeop answer when one of the instructors asked ‘what you had achieved so far?’ He answer, ‘I compete with all other sperms to reach 1 ovum and here I am now’ (thinking out of the box…haahaaaa)
Phase 2; here comes our hero Mr. Balakrishnan. He made us like the java. Lots of knowledge has been shared, motivation and his patients in teaching make us love java. Like saizul always says ‘Love Java because of Bala ’ :) Me too started to like java…such a enjoyment day. ELTP 15 pioneer for toastmaster session (Wow…that great…). ELTP15 had come out with the great presentation of the final project. Gain most of the judge’s compliments. :)We successfully complete the phase 2. Time to separate; some had be taken by CES team and remain send to QEdge team. On bench…stressed…..

Software Testing Types

2010-07-21T08:29:00.000-07:00

Black box testing - Internal system design is not considered in this type of testing. Tests are based on requirements and functionality.

White box testing - This testing is based on knowledge of the internal logic of an application’s code. Also known as Glass box Testing. Internal software and code working should be known for this type of testing. Tests are based on coverage of code statements, branches, paths, conditions.
Unit testing - Testing of individual software components or modules. Typically done by the programmer and not by testers, as it requires detailed knowledge of the internal program design and code. may require developing test driver modules or test harnesses.

Incremental integration testing - Bottom up approach for testing i.e continuous testing of an application as new functionality is added; Application functionality and modules should be independent enough to test separately. done by programmers or by testers.

Integration testing - Testing of integrated modules to verify combined functionality after integration. Modules are typically code modules, individual applications, client and server applications on a network, etc. This type of testing is especially relevant to client/server and distributed systems.

Functional testing - This type of testing ignores the internal parts and focus on the output is as per requirement or not. Black-box type testing geared to functional requirements of an application.

System testing - Entire system is tested as per the requirements. Black-box type testing that is based on overall requirements specifications, covers all combined parts of a system.

End-to-end testing - Similar to system testing, involves testing of a complete application environment in a situation that mimics real-world use, such as interacting with a database, using network communications, or interacting with other hardware, applications, or systems if appropriate.

Sanity testing - Testing to determine if a new software version is performing well enough to accept it for a major testing effort. If application is crashing for initial use then system is not stable enough for further testing and build or application is assigned to fix.

Regression testing - Testing the application as a whole for the modification in any module or functionality. Difficult to cover all the system
in regression testing so typically automation tools are used for these testing types.

Acceptance testing -Normally this type of testing is done to verify if system meets the customer specified requirements. User or customer do this testing to determine whether to accept application.

Load testing - Its a performance testing to check system behavior under load. Testing an application under heavy loads, such as testing of a web site under a range of loads to determine at what point the system’s response time degrades or fails.

Stress testing - System is stressed beyond its specifications to check how and when it fails. Performed under heavy load like putting large number beyond storage capacity, complex database queries, continuous input to system or database load.

Performance testing - Term often used interchangeably with ’stress’ and ‘load’ testing. To check whether system meets performance requirements. Used different performance and load tools to do this.

Usability testing - User-friendliness check. Application flow is tested, Can new user understand the application easily, Proper help documented whenever user stuck at any point. Basically system navigation is checked in this testing.

Install/uninstall testing - Tested for full, partial, or upgrade install/uninstall processes on different operating systems under different hardware, software environment.

Recovery testing - Testing how well a system recovers from crashes, hardware failures, or other catastrophic problems.

Security testing - Can system be penetrated by any hacking way. Testing how well the system protects against unauthorized internal or external access. Checked if system, database is safe from external attacks.

Compatibility testing - Testing how well software performs in a particular hardware/software/operating system/network environment and different combination s of above.

Comparison testing - Comparison of product strengths and weaknesses with previous versions or other similar products.

Alpha testing - In house virtual user environment can be created for this type of testing. Testing is done at the end of development. Still minor design changes may be made as a result of such testing.

Beta testing - Testing typically done by end-users or others. Final testing before releasing application for commercial purpose.

Our Ignorance

2010-07-18T03:24:00.000-07:00

When It's come to any public related issues, we very fast will pinpoint/accused others by saying 'This must be done by Not Educated people', 'No proper Parental guide' and etc...

Let me share something that WELL educated people done and still doing out there...
One of the important places we do visit every day and frequently is...'washroom'/ 'Ladies'/ 'Gents'/'Public Toilet'...Let me narrow down the topic to the Office level...because if i said Public toilet in general the scope is too BIG.

Toilets at Office...OMG I need to admit this, ladies room seriouesly it's very dirty...I don't know how about the gents room, do they same as well???? (Only the cleaners knows)

Working with the Programmers, Test Engineers, High Level Managers in International Company do prove enough that this people are Well Educated but they still dont know how to keep the public toilets clean...

* Educated Ladies! You WELL know that flushing pad in toilet will not lead to anywhere other than stuck in between and get overflow. Hence you still do it. Is it very hard for you to throw it in the sanitary bin???
* Educated Ladies! Why do you throw the tissues inside the toilet bowl or on the floor? If it is only a piece it's still can be flushed away BUT it's nearly a bundle. You use the tissues to wipe our own *..not others. but yet it's very hard for you to throw it in the rubbish bin!
* Educated Ladies! How come you forget to flush once you done? But you cleverly close the lid and go...Why you waiting for others to clean your s***. I guess that belongs to you.Yes, we do have cleaner but they are not going to baby-sit you, by wash out what you have done. Is it how you do at home? I guess NO.
* Educated Ladies! You spit out in the hand wash bowl, and just walk out. It is very hard for you to turn on the water tab so that it's wash out your saliva? it's just few second work!!!.

Dearly Educated ladies and gentlemen out there whom come across this page, apologies for the very harsh sentences! However my intension is to point out the mistaken we do in daily basis. Don't be too IGNORANCE, be CIVIC CONSCIOUS.
Do Keep the toilets Clean & Prevent from bacterias and germs get spread...

Again i went to met him...

2010-02-16T07:36:00.000-08:00

Since I'm on leave today....i went to meet Shaun, again....
i spent around 2 hours with him....i played with him, hug him....hmmmm
then i sent him back home.....he shake hands with me and give me a kiss....
so sweet of shaun...a little sweet boy....
love u shaun, may god bless you always...gonna miss you...
don't know after this went I'm able to meet u again....hmmmm

I met someone…. :)

2010-02-15T09:16:00.000-08:00

15th Feb – I meet someone who really made me to realize that how lucky and unlucky am I. His name is Shaun. He is very cute and active person. But god had taken away his ability to talk and hear…yeah he is dumb and deaf. Each time I’m seeing him, I felt why is happen to him.
Suddenly he starts to laugh by himself and I don’t know what’s make him happy…but he is happy…he had undergone a surgery near to his ear so that once he wear the ear machine he able to hear the natural sound, he had hear the sounds once but unfortunately the machine broken…and his parent unable to purchase it yet because it cost few thousand…
OMG why this happening to him, he just 9 years old kid. His mother is very nice and humble lady, but her mother in law does scold her for no reason. His mother do keep all these mental torches when Shon in her worm. Do the pressure she kept inside made him dumb and deaf???? God....Hmmm...
In a moment, I felt how lucky he is, he don’t have to hear the unwanted words which will hurts you a lot...he don’t have to speak out things that might hurt others as well.
But his desires are untold and currently this future is cloudy…hope god wont make his future dark…hope he will be a person whom can manage himself in future and may there is a person love him as he is. He is an active, cute and smart student. Dear God, do bless, protect and guide him always….
May god bless you always Shaun…love you!!!

Yesterday-11/02/2010

2010-02-12T07:01:00.000-08:00

Yesterday...
I wore black n white tops that hanisah and intan bought for me...its really fit for me...thanks gals... :D
thought of snap a photo of it, but forget.. :(

thanks to both of u.... (*_*)

Ladies Coupe`

2010-02-10T00:33:00.001-08:00

This is a novel written by Anita Nair. In this novel, Anita brought up a character of typical south Indian women and named as Ahkila. Ahkila is looking for a freedom from her monotonous life. Ahkila born in a cast called Brahmin. She took over a man’s responsibility after her father pass away in her age of 18th. She has 2 brothers and a sister.

She take care of her whole family’s welfare however the family member’s forget to take care of her welfare. She is the work machine for the entire family. Everyone had forget that; Ahkila is a normal human being, a women who had her own like’s, don’t like’s, desire and other personal things.

In her age of forty, she decides to go far for sometime and live her life. On her train traveling, she met 5 other ladies whom allocated in her same coupe. Each woman in the coupe shares her experience, which is different, interesting and extremely shocking.

Each of them, looking for some independence, however the lost their dignity due to the whims and crazes of men in their lives.

This make Ahkila to think of her passed life and future. She felt disappointed of her decision of denying proposes made by her loved one, few years ago. She felt disappointed when the family members didn’t respect her scarifications to family and her needs.

And finally she made a decision. Not many of the readers will agree or support to her decision but for me, on her age of 40 she deserve to leave her life. Let her leave her life as she wants it. She matured enough to decide the pros and cons. Go a head Ahkila….

love many = love more?

2010-02-08T07:29:00.000-08:00

Do love many = love more?
its a last Sunday starmag article. it sound interesting.....i read it fully, for some of them , they do agree to the title...here some of their statements....
“I don’t believe in marriage,” says Susan, a marketing manager in her mid-30s, who earns a five-figure salary.“Love is really about genuinely caring. You can love your brothers, sisters, children and animals – it’s all plural. So why does your partner need to be limited to the singular?”
Rohaya Muhammad, a doctor and the third wife of Ikramullah Ashaari (one of the 38 children of Abuya Ashaari Muhamad, founder of the now-defunct Al-Arqam movement), told StarWeekender (Sharing the love, Spotlight, Sept 12):
“The wives and I complement each other. They take care of my kids when I’m working; I take care of theirs when they work. If I need legal advice, I always go to the first wife, the lawyer. My kids get free Arabic lessons from the second wife, the lecturer. There are 17 children in our great, big family.... We do everything together, eat, pray, go on holidays.”
Polyamorists say that love should be unconditional, rather than the monogamous proposition that ‘I will love you on the condition that you will not love anyone else’. They say that love is an infinite, not a finite commodity
and another interesting reply from a reader, she mention that its just a numbers game...
A friend who suspects that her husband has a second wife, says: “What on earth makes a mere mortal think that he is on par with our Prophet and can treat all his wives equally? And how strange that some men in this country are so ready to emulate the Prophet when it comes to wives, but not other things?"
"When a woman has an affair, she loses custody of her children, maintenance and alimony. When a man has an affair, he just remarries and does not lose anything. And the law allows it."
--when i read her statement, its sound logic. why do they just apply or follows the rules applied that men can take more that a wife...why don't they follow other 1000 of the good attitude that the GOD or the god Representative had shown???.--

8th Feb- In LRT....

2010-02-08T06:12:00.000-08:00

Today, is the 11th day I'm taking train(LRT) to work. Once i enter the train, OMG i got place to sit, lovely...

once i sat, i said to myself...god please don't sent any pregnant ladies, oldies or ppl whom need place to sit in front of for today, coz I'm not feeling good today.

'From the day 1 i start took train , this Wat happen. not even after 5 or 10Min's there will be any pregnant or oldies will come n stand in front of me....so i need to stand all the way from LRT Gombak till Asia Jaya station....'

hm mm, god didn't hear my prayers actually...here comes a person need place to sit compare to me..haiya...'ok kas u need to stand now.'...then she get down at KL Sentral...then i about to sit again...not even perfectly i do my landing on the chair...here comes a pregnant lady.....

So as usual, i stand till Asia Jaya station....hope tomorrow i will have a place to sit... :)

All That She Wants by Maeve Haran

2009-03-12T08:30:00.000-07:00

Novel Synopsis:

Flame-haired, headstrong Francesca Tyler has a busy life running a local paper, but what she yearns for more than everythg is a Baby.
When she finds she's pregnant it should be a causes for celebration- but for one small detail.

Fran doesn't know which of the two men in her life is the father [this the interesting part in this novel..haahaa].The one she's engaged to or the one definitely isn't engaged to. And she hasnt got long to find out before wedding bells are due to chime..

I enjoyed reading this novel....this novel is a wonderfully fresh and bittersweet novel about love, fertility and fatherhood. :P

Thaipusam...

2009-02-09T12:34:00.000-08:00

Thaipusam Eve...Wow, a wonderful memory…

On Friday, I left the office early…early then everyone else…haha...
Reach home started to do house cleaning…and it’s already 10pm OMG its late already…my sister’s friends, my sister and I get ready in rush…my father drop us at Maariaamma Temple, KL...

We start our journey at 12.20am on Saturday. We walk from Jalan Pudu till Batu Caves[I started to walk for pass 6years]. Such a long journey [maybe around ±13 or 14 km’s… not accurate]…we walk together with the Lord Murugan’s chariot. The chariot was decorated with flowers and lights. “It’s really beautiful and given me a peace of mind”. It’s a 14hours journey BUT we reached three hours earlier…

We walk with bare foot...the road with sand and stones which poke our foot but it doesn’t bother us…we met varieties of people…enjoyed…

We go in a small group, a group of 5 girls [Raaji, Radha, Janu, Gowri and I]… we reach Batu Caves around 11.30am and climb the 272 staircase.Wow that’s painful BUT we manage to make it…after u walk more than 10kms and climb 272 stairs at a time…that amazing. U wont be able to do that in normal day unless your are an athletic.

This event gives a peace of mind for the devotees and for government! It’s a Good Income…millions of people visiting this place…the government gain money from tourism, special transport arranged by KTM Berhad and Amount given by the temple managements to organize this event to the government…

I totally enjoyed this event …and decide to continue this journey…..

MuLti-DaTer!!!

2009-02-03T07:01:00.000-08:00

REcently, I have read an article on The All-New Dating Game post in The Star Weekender [31st Jan 2009, Saturday]. It’s a very interesting article.

The Trend of “ONE MAN, MANY WOMEN” transformed to “ONE WOMAN, MANY MAN”…Wow, that interesting…

Here some of the comments from Multi Daters:
Nadia Nasir, 24yrs PR Executive “ I only get into this ‘relationship’ after making it clear to them that them its not Exclusive. First they were surprise especially since it was the GIRL who brought it up, but they seemed to hide it well”

Sheila Gunasegaran, 26 Designer “Most of male buddies have been doing it for the ages now, and now the girls into it too. Only the problem is that there’s been a REVERSAL of roles lately. It’s the men who are getting SENSITIVE about it.”
This topic sounds very interesting, some people think dates its just a get to know event….nothing more than that….BUT for some people they will be very particular about this…when said go for a date to get know she/he, they will stay to think what others/surrounding people will talk about..????

“Nothing is Wrong or Right. IF you are living for society then follow the society rules. IF you are living for yourself then live as you like”
~comment are welcomed~